Do you know what it feels like,

to lose something you craved for,

when it actually passed by your hands?

It happened to me,

today.

Although it was only the 30th,

but I'm proud of it.

Some people were happy for me,

some wasn't.

During the whole journey,

Jia-Qian, Isabel, Kai Ni and Joyce,

were running with me.

Although they banged me a few times.

Suddenly,

near SMK Methodist School,

I lost Isabel and Kai Ni,

left Jia-Qian.

So run run run,

suddenly Jia-Qian also gone @_@

Then I saw L3 (Form 1 and 2 boys) coming.

Alwin was taking the lead.

Woah!

After that,

I keep on jog/running,

keep pace larh,

save energy marh.

When we were gonna reach Taman Jaya,

I saw Derrick.

I said 'Jia you' to him,

then keep running.

Lol,

he run and stop and run and stop.

I don't care larh.

Then there was a part where we need to cross a road.

The teacher stopped us,

and I was like,

"Hey, if I lose, are you gonna paying for it?"

They won't care.

After we crossed the road,

Derrick was still running with me.

He got tired,

I can see that.

I gave him a pat on the shoulder,

and encourage him to continue running.

When we were very near to the school gate,

I said to him,

"Little more only, go sprint."

And yeah,

he sprinted.

I also sprinted,

but slow down a bit,

cause no one behind me...yet.

When I saw Rachel shouting,

I smiled.

Then suddenly I heard,

"At the back got people!!"

OMG, I ran like a dog is chasing me.

I was afraid if I'd fall down.

Then Derrick ran to his lorong and I ran into mine.

The QM gave me a paper that has a "30" on it,

I smiled as if I won a lottery. XD

I straight away go register.

And shared the happy news to my friends who were dutying at BSMM.

I was so lucky,

the last spot.

The 31th must have hated me a lot.

After hours of walking and chatting,

we gathered at the tapak to listen to the announcement.

Teacher announced the ranking of L1,L2 and L3 then P1, P2 and P3.

When she said P3, 30th spot.

I couldn't hear B3064 (that's me)

So I got worried.

After that,

Rachel and I decided to confirm.

And WTH!

B3030 got the 30th spot.

WHAT LARH?!

I must bantah,

I didn't do anything wrong or cheat.

A teacher from La Salle which supports Blue,

helped me and pay RM30 for the noob surat pembantahan,

I felt so sorry for wasting her money.

My 30th spot.

30th of May is MY birthday!!

MY 30th SPOT!

Ugh,

I shared the news to so many people.

And now I have to tell them I'm not counted as the 30th?!

The QM teacher say,

"Maybe she ran into the roads she shouldn't have ran"

You're trying to hint that I took the shortcut, aren't you?

I followed the crowd,

the damn signboards,

I make sure I hear the QMs on the road saying "B3064" before I continue running.

And now,

you're telling me.

That I may be disqualified for no reason?!

And its not about the socks, okay?

Its not compulsory to wear CHS socks when you run for the cross country!

I have faith,

I believe that God is fair.

It shall not be a shattered dream.

It won't.