Pop goes the weasel? Nah.

See this pretty bubble? Reflecting the colour of the skies, nature and various colours. But before anyone could seize the moment to tell how pretty the bubble is, it pops. Sad, isn't it? Hopes are fragile, handle them with care and cherish them. But sometimes, even if you give them all your attention, that cute little bubble would still be nothing but a piece of memory for you in the future.






Depression. Perhaps my situation isn't that serious. But something's really wrong lately. How should I put it? Realizing my responsibilities and what a role I play is really stressing me out. That day, after sparing some time in 2A5 during recess to help out some friends, then changed into my PJ shirt, I decided to walk to RC room as that's my daily routine. I was expecting a relaxing, peaceful 10 minutes where I get to chat with my friends and have fun. But, the moment I get there, people go pointing at me, approaching me and kept asking me are their stuffs ready, or anything else. Then realizing that I've forgotten about it, I ran back to class, grabbed my paper and started writing down the AJK list and didn't even had a chance to see who was around me. I paid full attention to finishing that paper and after 2 bells rang, and I lifted my head up from the paper, almost every form 2 were gone. What a way to spend my 10 minutes.

And during Friday, I had a short chat with one of my friends. She asked, "Why is everyone so concerned about junior 2 and afraid of failing?" Then she looked at me and said, "I know because of your post, you mustn't fail, but why is everyone who doesn't have a post freaking out?" That's when I started wondering, is it a must, that I pass this test? I know examinations are important, but does it affect how the seniors see us? If it does, then I suppose no one would bother to care about their attitude or anything, as results seems to be most important.