Since I'm so free nowadays...

I'm going to write, a post of 2 languages XD And, I won't use Google translator. xD So, enjoy~

English

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I can't be a workaholic now...

Can't paralyze myself with work.

Perhaps I can use this as an excuse for myself to take a break,

But, I know it well enough,

That,

It's not a break I deserve,

But the way to say that I couldn't maintain my performances and achieve more.

=(

I don't know what I should do now,

If I keep on doing the things I used to do,

It's like I'm doing something extra and act like I'm still a form representative.

And if I leave those things to let them do,

It'll be like,

I'm pushing away those responsibilities.

Haiz.

Chinese

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不能再做工作狂了，

不能用工作来麻醉自己了。

也许我可以用这来当作一个借口，让自己休息，

但，我很清楚知道，

这，

不是一个我值得的短假，

而是证明了我不能保持我的表现和争取更多。

=(

我不知道我现在应该做些什么，

若我照常做回我平时做的事情，

会令别人认为我在做多余的东西和继续把自己当成中二的代表。

如果我把手头上的东西直接交给他们，

就会像，

我把责任推给别人。

唉。