When I'm done checking my news feed at Facebook, I either play Tetris, play Maple, listen to my fav songs, tumblr or, my most preferred option: Google for those quotes that remind me not to give up. Here I'd like to congratulate Jamie, for her 5th place this year. Still remember last year you were 2Xth, wah now 5th. Just behind Wan Hua, I'm scared of you alr. Your improvement was amazing. I wish I was like that. I know all talk and no do is useless. Further more I'm not like most students, running is a must for them, but for me sometimes I stand at the crossroad of Duty or Run.

I'm 100% sure for now, that I want to run next year. If I fail to achieve top 30, I shall run during 2014 as well. From the outside, duty seems fun. But srsly, this year, not. at. all. I missed all the fun, all the cheering crowd when runners sprint to the finish line. I missed so much. And it wasn't like, I really really learned a lot. I just stood there, and hey they don't bother to stop coz the school is right in front of them. They'd rather get their placing asap, then get treated at base.

"When you feel like giving up, remember why you held on for so long at the first place."

This quote, applies to many many situation. Studies, exercise, work and so on. I ask myself, why can't you be the ones not giving a damn about these things, and look at them. They don't get scold AT ALL. When you proceed forward to do more, they notice and pick at your mistake MORE. zzz Then in some way, Mind over Body. I just think of this quote and get on with it. Still feeling f*** up about it. It's not the 1st time it happened. Obviously.

When the right time comes, things will change. I. SWEAR. And Imma shove it right into their faces.