Who knew that one weekend had the ability to change one's life entirely? Well it haven't really change my life yet, the after effects will kick in next year. Next year. I can't imagine how it's gonna be next year. Will I have time for my own business? Hopefully.
Although I admit I rather enjoy the fact that I am lucky enough to get a post for all my clubs, but now I'm more scared than proud. I'm afraid I'll let those who have faith in me down. I'm afraid I can't live up to their expectations. I'm afraid I'll lose what I have right now.
Yes, when I reach form 5, I want people to look at me, and think : That's the girl who could do so well in all her co-curricular activities. But to have that, I must learn to endure and solve each obstacle I face before I reach that goal. As the title says : You can't have rainbows without rain. You can't just be all laid-back and care about nothing if you really want to achieve something. Yea it may seem greedy and just lack of attention, but that's what I want. I want to show some people that just because you don't see me working, doesn't mean I don't work. You expect me to please you when you like and scram off when you're not in the mood? Hell no. I have it, my way.
Secondary school life is the time teenagers go all out for all types of activities. And these 5 years are going to be the 5 years you'll miss the most when you grow up. I'm just trying to make the most out of it.
2 comments:
lol....Congratulation sis!! But what you say is true u noe....-.- If next year you really can't cope with all, just let it go, remember that academics is still the most important thing for us, at least for now. One of my friend has a pose in everything that he does too, but in the end, he ended up too busy and his academics dropped and his O'levels wasn't as good as everyone expected, so i wish that you won't make the same mistakes too. Remember, not to take more than what you can chew. Congratulation anyway, and be prepared. muhahahaha......xD
Thank you! xD Haha scouts slogan : Be prepared. haha. I'll try my best to cope up and maintain balance. Thanks for ur advice <3
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